HE Knows Best
Allow the Spirit of Christ to EXPAND you, however HE desires! HE knows Best, so let's not "kick against the goads" :)
He's trying to EXPAND your heart and mind to be like HIS!! USE this discomfort. USE this pain. USE this disappointment. USE this chemical imbalance. USE it to share in HIS sufferings and so be CHANGED to be more like HIM, the Love of your life!!